1. |
Low Lights
04:45
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Is this sky the one I pray?
Open, wide above the land
Are my questions on their way?
On their way to meet an end
Low lights in a blaze
There lies our flame
I’m spinning up and down
Inside a wind I cannot breathe
The words I’m trying to read
Are on a page I cannot see
All the peace we’re going to fake
How much is it going to take?
Tear apart, crush it all
Grieve for you
What good is it going to do?
Dive below, step aside
Let you hear
The voice you’re hiding
Low lights in a blaze
There lies our flame
I’m spinning up and down
Inside a wind I cannot breathe
The words I’m trying to read
Are on a page I cannot see
In the blaze
See the light in the blaze
I cannot see
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2. |
Empty Spaces
05:04
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Every single brick we laid
To build our cherished homes
And every star the eye can catch
So far I’ll never touch
All the pieces we’re made of
They push and pull all day
We’re made of empty spaces, dear
We spend our lives to fill
Sensations I don’t try
Can’t teach me how to feel
While each and every cry
Means something here is real
The times our eyes can touch
And make the daylight dim
They may not mean that much
If we’re just clouds of steam
Delete my anxiety
If something can be
Then something will be
Remind me that I need to breathe
Because I can’t cease
No I will not cease
To be
Every single brick we laid
To build our cherished homes
And every star the eye can catch
So far I’ll never touch
All the pieces we’re made of
They push and pull all day
We’re made of empty spaces, dear
We spend our lives to fill
See, those sparkles, how they glow
Like chalk drawings on a stone
Lose perspective as they grow
Bringing light upon your clones
All those versions of you, though
Couldn’t get where you belong
Know the things only you saw
You’re tangible, so valuable
Inside your cone
Every single brick we laid
To build our cherished homes
And every star the eye can catch
So far I’ll never touch
All the pieces we’re made of
They push and pull all day
We’re made of empty spaces, dear
We spend our lives to fill
All the roads I’ve ever walked
The faces that I’ve worn
Now grey and torn
The hopes that didn’t fly
The days of my decline
But they’re my own
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3. |
Someone To Blame
04:24
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I bite
And I claw
I used to walk away from fights
Just not anymore
I used to stay cool
And don’t really care
But nowadays a feeble spark
Becomes the brightest flare
How did I end up being myself?
How can I get back to being myself again?
How did I end up being myself?
How can I get back to being myself again?
I never really got close
To wisdom anyway
And maybe my patient self
Is just some touchy prick
Looking for someone to blame
Was I just looking
Looking for someone to blame?
Was I just looking
Looking for someone to blame?
Each and every day
Makes me swerve
Closer to the wall
As I lose control
And try harder and harder
To stick myself down
Back in a whole
Back in a whole
How did I end up being myself?
How can I get back to being myself again?
How did I end up being myself?
How can I get back to being myself again?
I know I’m feeling something
That makes me ashamed
I know I’ve got impulses
I cannot tame
Will I be alone again
Alone again, in the end?
I won’t be here again
I won’t be here again
I can’t be here again
I never really got close
To wisdom anyway
And maybe my patient self
Is just some touchy prick
Looking for someone to blame
Was I just looking
Looking for someone to blame?
Was I just looking
Looking for someone to blame?
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4. |
Look With You
04:14
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You know the rules
Each and every digression
Turns on this contraption
Feeling like a fool
Thoughts are starting to rot
From their very conception
Like a tide
Submerging you
Haze-stuffed pies
Still smell so good
Around and around it goes
Taking you for a walk
Too scared to let it go
And way too confused
To understand it’s never going to work
And thinking over and over
And over again
Over the same bunch of words
You wonder if you could
Restart your brain
Would you still run this engine
On the same old rail?
Would it bring some kind of a
New perspective?
Maybe this is just you being
Too reflective
If everything that you wanted
Is stopping this river flowing over you
Maybe all that you needed
Is someone telling you she’ll look with you
No more desires
Or opinions
Stroking your grey hair
Weaving all the thread
That coils you
If everything that you wanted
Is stopping this river flowing over you
Maybe all that you needed
Is someone telling you she’ll look with you
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5. |
Get Out Of Me
04:34
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I gotta get out of me
I gotta get out of me
Please help me get out of me
I gotta get out of me
I gotta get out of me
Please
Please help me get out of me
There are still days
That make me kind of feel
As if my dusty arms
Were made of steel
(And) find an appeal
Some other days
I just follow the clues
To find the calm
That I’ve always refused
I gotta
I gotta get out of me
Please
Please help me get out of me
There are still days
When I can find a place
To paint the time I’ve got
Without the haste
Without my haste
Some other days
I just won’t leave the ground
And every thought keeps going
Round and round
(I) just can’t feel
Fine in me
And all I want
Is ghosting out of town
Allow my brain to rest
And shut it down
And shut it down
Please help me get out
Please help me get out
Please help me get out of me
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6. |
Sink My Teeth
05:12
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Step aside, do you mind?
I’ve been rushing a bit
But I may use a break
To wipe off my smile
How can I keep on trying
While the most of my days
Have now faded in haze
And have passed me by
If time could be broken
I’d eat every minute I could chew
My teeth would be sinking
Inside the white mist I call “you”
Feeling stuck, out of luck
Focus on going along
With the place I belong
And every string I plucked
And all the people I’ve met, my regrets
Things I wanted to do
Every fear I went through
All the love I’ve been blessed
All the love I’ve been blessed
If time could be broken
I’d eat every minute I could chew
My teeth would be sinking
Inside the white mist I call “you”
How can anything that’s mine
Fit into its rightful place
Where everything alings?
And could my brain, my heart, my taste
Make someone else feel fine
Fill up his empty space?
If time could be broken
I’d eat every minute I could chew
My teeth would be sinking
Inside the white mist I call “you”
If time could be broken
I’d eat every minute I could chew
My teeth would be sinking
Inside the white mist I call “you”
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7. |
Dear Walls
04:52
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When winter freezes
(There’s) So little light around
So many types of white
I could never count
White glows so hard
It makes the peaks shine in the night
And every mountain knows a name
She will keep inside
The smell of wood
Eyes gazing through the stars
A cat is looking down
Too lazy to jump
Our words run fast
So many others wait in line
Waiting to float in a midsummer breath
By the riverside
Take care, dear walls
Watch the souls
That taught me
How to feed my own
Evenings are warm
Incense smoke fills the air
Lying sparse on the couch
Traces of flour and ash
Nine-thousand dawns
Forever lighting up my mind
Nine-thousand sunsets heating up the skies
High above my cries
Take care, dear walls
Watch the souls
That taught me
How to feed my own
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8. |
Sane
04:07
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I keep having troubling thoughts
Intruding in my sleep
Aggressive fantasies
That make this climb so steep
A couple thousand pointy marbles
Rolling up my back (into my head)
Like a trail for pitch black mites
That come to plant their flag (on my back, on my back)
Still I cannot understand
Am I crazy? Am I sane?
There’s something inside my mind
That makes it hard to say
So many times I can’t really tell
If people fuck with me
Should I be put in a cage
Is it safe when I’m free?
This last couple years
I really lost track of myself
Sometimes I’m a fish
Sometimes I am just a shell
I spent so many hours
Diving deep to find a crown
But all that I’ve got
Is I’ve managed not to drown
Not to drown
Still I cannot understand
Am I crazy? Am I sane?
There’s something inside my mind
That makes it hard to say
So many times I can’t really tell
If people fuck with me
Should I be put in a cage
Is it safe when I’m free?
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9. |
Under Crystal Domes
06:12
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Learn how to play
Which games are ok
Use only one type of clay
Don’t touch their clothes
Keep off their bones
Or you’re gonna get some curse
Life under crystal domes
Marble pedestals
No one could call home
Speak in the name of ghosts
Sorry I won’t comply
Could I care less I’d die
Swim to the distant isles
Behold the waves
Let them rest inside your eyes
The sea is not running dry
If words are weak
And can’t picture all its might
Dust settled here for years
Bright white turned to gray
Sterile words you pray
Still I can’t get these claims
Sacrilegious thoughts
Towards pointless oaths
Swim to the distant isles
Behold the waves
Let them rest inside your eyes
The sea is not running dry
If words are weak
And can’t picture all its might
Come, the sun’s too hot
I need water, I need wind
This beach makes me so glad
‘Cause I’m free, I’m the sea
Swim to the distant isles
Behold the waves
Let them rest inside your eyes
The sea is not running dry
If words are weak
And can’t picture all its might
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10. |
Sew
04:51
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Kiss my eyes
As I go
I’ll say hello
To the us
Who never let our smell
Out of the bed
I’d tell them life
Is so bright
But they already know
Because they can call
Their pores by their name
And each day’s the same
For them, for us
Let me sew
My days on yours
Let our legs forget
How to walk
Let your hours
Trip over mine
And guide us somewhere
They’ll never find
Let the shape
Of your sleep
Be my refuge
From every sound
And every look
That’s not from you
And as I walk
Into the unknown
With a heart of stone
Still you keep me home
Still I know I’m home
Let me sew
My days on yours
Let our legs forget
How to walk
Let your hours
Trip over mine
And guide us somewhere
They’ll never find
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